Work-A-Holic

I don't know where to start off! I've so many things to write, thanks to my personal experience as well as inputs from my friends...

All of us must have seen how sucking up to your boss helps... You've seen the way they easily get promoted, respected and given authority...

 

Well... and then some of us are still unable to do it...

What happens if you don't?
Your promotions never happen or they are delayed.
Your talents or efficiency hardly gets appreciated.
You are made to feel outcasted..

And what if you are a junior?
Ha Ha! Screwed!!
You are not taken seriously.
They think you are brainless.
Whatever you try to do is ignorable!

Beside all this few of us still stay in this partial world trying to make a point every time and failing miserably at that...

Less efficient peers get paid more... Taking on roles they are unable to handle.

Irrespective of having better qualities, we get sidelined... I'm pretty sure many of my friends will also agree to me on this point.

Only when dire necessity comes is when you're needed.. till then you're optional! You don't even know that such a project exists!!

We are all asses working our ass off all day only to get nothing in the end... No appreciation, No respect, No importance, No money either!!

And then you slog and slog with lot of time to blog!!!

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

The Dice of Life

I am the type of person who usually plan everything in advance. I plan everything down to the tiniest of details. But one thing I have learned about this trait is that it's a good thing but also can be very destructive to your life. When all you are doing is planning for the future you can't really live for the present. It becomes very hard to flex when something happens unexpectedly.

The past few months, have been really mixed for me. With all the feelings flowing in - all at the same time made me and my life go haywire, in the process of developing my so called self-emote, I went back to my cocoon & started thinking about my life all over.

Did I really needed to be sad?

Did I really needed to be frustrated and pained about stuff, which didn't matter and touch me?

Do I have to take everything on me?

Did I really needed to be upset about a future which had not yet come, and let the days just pass by thinking about it?

Why can't I  just live the life as I want, Why is it that even before I was born, frames were already set which I was expected to follow. And I unconsciously kept on doing stuff which people wanted me to do as per their guidelines, then I realize I have already become a slave of the system which I have started to hate.

So now I have decided to live for the moment and not think so much about the future. I will still hope and dream about my life but not hyper focus on things I really can't always control. I am now putting my life in Gods hands. I know that I will go someplace in life and that I have friends and family that love me. So the rest is in his hands. He can now hold to dice up my life.

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Half Marathon

Mumbai Marathon 2011

On Sunday 16th January'11, I ran my very first half marathon. It was something that I would never considered doing few months ago. But I guess I've changed a lot in past few months.

Being able to do this half marathon and finish it was a huge thing for me. Finishing was more then just running 21.097 km. Its was like breaking down a big wall in my life. I have been someone who hardly gives up easily. I truly showed myself that I am a lot stronger then I give myself credit for.

I now want to do more such marathon in my future. I think I will do a Full Marathon next year (Insha-Alaah). I had my amazing friend Rigan who accompanied me since the starting point to the finish line.

(L-R) Marise, Gunjan, Roncy, Me, Rigan & Anooj

People kept on cheering us on the whole way and kept us motivating to finish what we have started. We started the marathon in a group of my own company fellow members but later we got separated because of the crowd. Me & Rigan were together from the start to finsih. It was so fun when people would yell from the sidelines - "Come on U can do it...Just a few more miles to go". It gave us that energy to run more faster & complete it as soon as possible.

Crowd Cheering Runners

It was amazing experience of my life, I had never dreamt of running for Marathon ever before. This was my first attempt & I am proud I did it with ease.

Me & Rigan @ Finish Line

I just love it when you can prove yourself you can do something.
life is good...

Marathon Collage

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Happy Republic Day 2011!

 

 

Republic Day 2011

 

Republic Day is one of the three national holidays of India and the greatest festival celebrated in the country. It is celebrated every year on January 26, in New Delhi with great pomp, fanfare and pageant. While in the capitals of the States and other headquarters, it is marked with patriotic fervor. The most spectacular celebrations are marked by the Republic Day Parade that takes place in the capital of New Delhi at Rajpath. It includes march past of the three armed forces, massive parades, folk dances by tribal folk from different states in picturesque costumes marking the cultural unity of India. Further, the streak of jet planes of Indian Air Force, leaving a trial of colored smoke, marks the end of the festival.

 

The Republic Day celebrations of India have rightly become world famous as one of the greatest shows on earth drawing thousands of eager sight-seers from all over the country and many parts of the world as well. No other country can draw on such a wealth of tribal traditions and cultures, with so many regional forms of dances and dress. And, no other country in the world can parade so many ethnically different people in splendid uniforms, all united in their proven loyalty to the Government elected by the people and in their proud traditions and legendary gallantry.

 

 

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Friends Forever

 

"A friend is one of the nicest things you can have, and one of the best things you can be."

Douglas Pagels

 

Friends...they come and go, its when they have gone that you realize you wanted to spend more time with them; share, just a few more things with them; exchange, just a few more stories with them, thoughts...you get this inexplicable urge to just be together with them to share and understand the silence and the unspoken words...but then reality dawns and the cloud vanishes and things become clear, the tugging feeling in your heart, the lump in the throat reappear and you realize you cannot change the past...

Your friend has moved on and so should you...the mind insists, but the heart does not listen, there is always the faint hope lurking deep within that keeps saying that he/she will come back to you...

But then, its all destiny, we meet many people in our life. We make them friends, some of them stay with us all the time & some move on with their respective life. But when the intensity of any such unfortunate happening lessens, it always reveals a silver lining beneath the dark, impregnable cloud of unhappiness...it strikes you like a bolt, albeit a pleasant one...revealing brightness, happiness - the sudden realization that the friends who stayed behind are precious enough to smile through your tears - a smile that teaches you a lesson, that teaches you that you have a lot to be merry about and cherish that you still have friends who care for u. A smile clarifying all doubts and apprehensions, a smile that teaches you that you are lucky to have someone you can turn to, no matter what happens, someone is always there for you...forever.

I made some really good friends since my childhood and I still keep on making friends wherever & whenever possible. I have had some of the best moments in my life which I will keep on cherishing all through my life & pray to God to give me many such moments in my future too. Just wanted to Thanks all my Friends who are still with me & those who are not a part of my life anymore...U people made my life very special & I am thankful to Allah for giving me such good friends.

Thanks u all for everything......every moment of happiness that u all gave me......those moments are all very special for me.....God bless u all!!!! Keep Rocking Ppl...

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

LIFE

Sometimes in life, you feel that
'Finally the things are getting sorted out!,
Finally you can breath a sigh of relief,
ALL IS FINALLY WELL!'

That is exactly when you would be pulled down and be made to realise that,

"Life is the GAME and your just the PLAYER"

It makes you realise that 'The world is not made only for YOU! There are others as well'

But, at the end of it, the game of life is not lost when one does not win,
it is lost when one is afraid to loose, and gives up.

So every time life pushes you down, with an Authority,
Have the courage to look up again and get up,
For a "Race cannot be won looking backwards' 

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Horoscopes

I normally don't read my daily horoscope. Actually I haven't read it in quite some time, but with all the hullabaloo of new horoscopes few days back and reading various online article. I was a little bit miffed. Because now according to those article...

 I have no idea what to think about this. I am now confused... so which is which? and what am I? Well after a few moments of being confused I just shook it off and decided to remain what I have been for the past 25-something years... an Aries.

And since I am on the topic of horoscopes... I wanted to check my today's . Let see what is in store for me, I hope to have a wonderful day cause Its a Friday !!!

That's so true...Friday morning not at all in a mood to work just because its the last working day of the week & I am already gearing up for the evening movie & waiting for the weekend to kick off fast.

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Time to Simplify

Uncomplicating Life

I've been up and away for quite some time now and had my own reasons to do so apart from the usual. The last three months have been crazy - filled with all sorts of emotions possible, boredom, speculation, anxiety, dejection, self-realization, ditching, being ditched, joy and what not!

There were moments of course, special moments where I wonder if all this change was worth it, if I have done the right thing and most importantly, will I ever be able to make friends again. Luckily, I really don't have any reasons to regret and I'm quite loving this challenge to fit in here.

Three years into the corporate world taught me one thing (apart from million other corporate jargon) - that once you're out of school/college, don't expect to find friends in aloof colleagues, being sensitive doesn't help and people will deceive you in order to get ahead! I guess, I'm still getting used to this hard fact.

On second thoughts, I wonder how many of us forget to live for the sake of earning a living. How many of us cancel our meet-up plans with old friends for the sake of catching up on sleep, finishing pending work etcetera. How many of us yearn to find genuine, smiling, trustworthy friends/mate while leading a workaholics life but are not able to come across many or at times, even one? I've realized there are many such people like me! Pretending to be insensitive coz of the cold vibes they get from others but who cherish their old friends like gold.

Thus, there are a few changes I've decided to incorporate in my life which I think are more essential than getting a better job, a fat salary and a successful career. And yes, I speak from experience.

    * Give a polite smile to strangers if I happen to make an eye-contact with them. (There is nothing more reassuring than to bump into a stranger, even for a minute, and realise that they like to see you as you are)

    * Not to make assumptions about anyone. (Because I really don't know what their journey has been all about)

    * Forgive but not forget. (because If I forget, I'm bound to repeat the mistake again)

    * Respect people and their choices in life, no matter how terribly different they might be from yours. (Because one would hate to be in a world where everyone was alike, duh, what about surprises?)

    * Try to be a little more calmer, happier and make peace with what I've got in life. (Do I really need to explain this one?  ;))

    * Keep my friends, my loved one close and ignore the male and female bitches and the negative energy they bring along with them. (That is my tried and tested mantra for happiness.)

So, what is it that motivates you to be happy or seems like a way to become a better person?
Would love to know.

The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be ~ Marcel Pagnol

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Confidence

Me and My Confidence

I always feel I am blessed with many good things in my life. One of which is my confidence. My confidence is one of my greatest strengths. I feel I have amazing confidence levels and sometimes even I wonder at my optimism. My confidence radiates through me and at the first look I generally leave either of the two opinions on me for the people.

1. "He's very confident, he rocks. Yo!"

2. "He's very proud and he's egoistic. Duh!"

Unfortunately, my such a strong mental force makes few think I'm proud on the first note and it takes not much time for them to realize that the attitude is resultant of the confidence and love I have on myself. I'm very optimistic, self loving and highly self esteemed. I try to command recognition at every place.

Here are some of the ways I look life at and few instances that proved my confidence.

1. Almost three years ago I gave my Final year exam, I was confident about my result. My friends & my family members were very confident that I will surely clear my exam with flying colors. But I had my own confidence towards my result, I was confident I will surely get a KT in two of my subjects. I had a bet with my younger sister regarding my result & total number of subject I will surely flunk, she was very confident I will clear my exams without a KT but my confidence again proved me right & I flunked in two of my papers.

2. In my Orkut profile my friend wrote a testimonial that said, "Shehzad, what a personality… oodles of confidence, cool rocking attitude, always der to help out". Though I can say I have an attitude but I have no clue is it rocking or not, it is kind of opinion my friend has on me regarding my personality.

3. Recent instance was running for Mumbai Marathon (Half Marathon) which was 21 kms long. I never had an experience of taking part in such events nor I am an athlete by profession. But my confidence again proved me right, I took part in it & completed the race within allotted time. (Thanks to my dear friend Rigan & a stranger from KPMG) who kept on motivating me which helped me complete the race.

4. "The question is not who is going to allow you, but who the hell is going to stop you". - One of my favorite quotes (read it somewhere). Few other quotes I like are, "Walk not as if you own the road, but as if you do not care who owns it". and "Keep your attitude with yourself, I have mine."

5. Even under proven 99% chances of loosing, I fight, I bet and I believe I can make the rest 1% win over anything. I do not think that you can see more people who thinks in parallel to this. I'm such an optimistic fool.

6. I can do almost anything for a challenge. I have very high spirits and do not except my failure midway, thanks to my skills in the game of Cricket. Even if I fail, I say to myself - "I'm defeated, but not lost"

7. With a salary of just 18k take home now, I still believe and aim for launching a firm/company of my own. Being my own boss is something in my To-Do list in lifetime.

8. I really do not like to hear the words, "won't happen.", "impossible", "you cannot", "forget". I strive hard to prove the people who utter those words to me that they are wrong.

9. I consider myself intelligent and at the same time I can accept I do the most foolish and dumbest acts one can ever think of.

10. I believe in confidence & self-confidence but I try to stay away from over-confidence. I had many such experience where my over-confidence brought me back to reality & then I realise being confident is far better then being over-confident.

Keep reading, commenting, enjoying & cheering your Life.

Luv u all,
sHeHzU

 

Aries (Good & Bad) - Where do I stand?

I'm Aries as per the English Calendar. I recently googled images for 'Aries' just for some fun comparison with Taurus [;)]. I found some interesting pics that speak about the good and bad qualities of Aries. Posting them 'as is' with no modifications :) Don't know how far they are correct but I got impressed by both the qualities lol..  find them in me :P

In the bad version of me, I liked that 'Impatient' & 'Self-centered'. Yeah.. I'm very much. And in the 'good' version, I liked 'Direct', 'Frank' and 'Independent'. And the other things depend on the way we look at. 

Being direct is brash and being strong willed can be head strong. The same with direct-jealous and frank- fool hardy and risk-taker-brazen and curious-quirky and spontaneous-bossy and assertive-argumentative! huh.. too many 'and's :D

I give a perfect 9/10.

Now tell me, am I good or bad?? Would love you listen from you people..

PS: The images speak all.

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Life without Music

Cant imagine a life without this..


The moment I wake up in the morning, I start humming any random song. My day start with my earphones in my ears the moment I step out of my house. The music goes on & on during the bike-train-walking journey, both to and from office. 

Listening of music is not officially allowed during work hours but starting of the day when seniors are not around I keep on listening to it. Music cannot be stop permanently....when I am not listening to my music playlist from my cell phone...I could hear my friends singing in a low voice or me myself humming [singing??? Yes I do sing...but I know I am not so good at it!!..lol:)] sum tunes..and most of the time sum song or the other would be played inside my mind [ya rite...must b related to sum music genius of the world ;)]..and when I am back from office, I play it loud in my cybercafe, my loudspeaker does the job..

Well..this happens in almost everyone's life..music occupies such a gr8 part in our lifetime that we might not even realise it since this is present all throughout our journey of life..

This uniqueness lies in the way it connects to our feelings, thoughts and moods (be it happy or a sad one)..and adds energy and spirit to the day..

Above all..music is the main factor that gives identity to humans with heart among other "non-"&"un-"living beings.. the admiration and love for music is the key that links all the people of the world and gives the healthy feel to live, love and stay united.. :)

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Thank You - ALLAH

 

 Even though I clutch my blanket & growl when the alarm rings.
Thank U Allah,
that I can Hear.
There are many who are Deaf.

Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible.
Thank U Allah,
that I can See.
There are many who are Blind.

Even though I huddle in my bed & put off rising.
Thank U Allah,
that I have the strength to rise.
There are many who are Bedridden.

Even though the first hour of my day is hectic,
where socks r lost,
toast is burned
& tempers are short.
Thank U Allah,
for my Family.
There are many who are Lonely.

Even though our breakfast table never looks like the picture in magazines & the menu is at times unbalanced.
Thank U Allah,
for the food we have.
There are many who are Hungry.

Thank U Allah for each & everything...

Just received this via sms, thought of sharing with everyone.

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

One Word

 

I just got this from a Friend's blog. Thought of doing it.

Rule - Answer should be only in ONE WORD.

1. Where is your cell phone? 

Pocket

2. Your hair? 

Black

3. Your mother? 

Lovable

4. Your father? 

Inspiring

5. Your favorite food? 

Indian

6. Your dream last night? 

Scary

7. Your favorite drink? 

Tea

8. Your dream/goal? 

Settled / Entrepreneur

9. Where are you? 

Office

10. Your hobby? 

Cricket

11. Your fear? 

Allah

12. Where do u want to be in 6 yrs? 

UK

13. Where were you last night? 

Home

14. Something that you aren't? 

Fake

15. Muffins? 

Cupcakes

16. Wish list item? 

Infinite

17. Where did you grow up? 

Mumbai

18. Last thing you did? 

Blog

19. What are you wearing? 

Casual

20. Your TV? 

29''

21. Your pets? 

None

22. Friends? 

Valuable

23. Your life? 

Interesting

24. Your mood? 

Normal

25. Missing someone? 

Shabbir

26. Car? 

None

27. Something you're not wearing? 

Shoe

28. Your favorite store? 

E-zone

29. Your favorite music? 

Anything

30. The last time you laughed? 

9:15 A.M.

31. Last time you cried? 

Movie

32. You hate? 

Liars

33. One place that you go all the time? 

Home

34. One person who emails you regularly? 

Facebook

35. My favorite place on earth? 

Home

I will pass this to few people I know. Please feel free to take it up.

 

 

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

 

Love or Hormonal disorder?

 

Love or hormonal disorder?

A couple of days ago, I met a person who believed that there is no emotion called as LOVE.
He says it happens due to some "Hormonal secretions in human brain"
But then again, all emotions are a result of the same, but he somehow wasn't ready to accept this.

He loved someone, and also did not trust her,
Mistakes made by him during their relationship were to be taken as Minisquel,
And the same mistakes when made by his girl, were a GREAT matter of concern!

Baffled he was about his relationship,
To which I said, "if it is meant to be, it would be"
He again did not buy this, and said "it is in your hand to work it out or do away with it"
(without even realising that he had done all he could to save his dieing relationship, but still
nothing seems to be working out)

Hours of discussion with this friends-friend, left me thinking,
what is it that bonds two people together?

Is it Love (the Hormonal Imbalance)?
Is it Friendship?
Is it Trust?
Is it the need for a shoulder to cry on?

but then i concluded, it is not just all of the above, but also that there is more to it!

Sometimes, when you meet a new person, you feel like you've known that person for Eternity!
Somehow, you trust that person more than the others around you, your more comfortable with this person in all fronts of life, on the other hand, knowing another person for YEARS together dose not make you feel all that comfortable with that person, you don't trust him all that much! how do you explain this?

Then I came across a phrase- 

"You never meet a new person in life, it is always a soul from the past"

Think about deeply, I'm sure you would agree as well.
(pls be hypothetical) :-)

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Wonderful Scooter Ride

 

10th January'11...one of the memorable day of my Life.

Place: Mohammed Ali Road.
Time: 9:45 p.m.

My sweetest friend - Poonam a.k.a. Poo calls me up asking for my help. She tells me that she has forgotten her purse at home so she need cash to pay the taxi driver. I reach the place where she was waiting for me, I reach there in next 5 mins. To my surprise she is wearing a helmet, standing next to her scooter. I get off my bike & park it next to her scooter.

Conversation between us

Me - What happen?
Poo - Actually a taxi guy hit my bike from the left so I got scared to move ahead from here.
Me - No worries..so where r u heading right now on the bike?
Poo - I am going to my boyfriend's place...but that taxi driver scared me so I couldn't go ahead.
Me - Chal lets go on ur rented scooty pep.

To be frank I was still little nervous to sit behind her cause she has just started learning how to ride the scooter. I had no idea about her riding skills. But the moment I sat behind her, I got the confidence that she has already masters her skill in balancing. That was one plus point, cause everything depends on ur balancing & judgment. Judgment is one thing she need to get perfect at, and I am sure she will definitely do it one day.

We then left from that place, we r on the road, me sitting behind Poo for the first time in my life on a scooter. That was the moment which I will remember throughout my life. We finally reached her boyfriend's place & we came back from there to the same place where I had parked my bike.

After that, she left with her boyfriend asking him to park his bike & sit behind her on her scooter so that she can give her a ride for the first time. They went to Nariman point & nearby place & then back to their respective homes. I got a call back from Poo saying that she had a fun riding the scooter, finally her dream  about me sitting behind on her bike came true.

I wish her luck in her riding skills & wish that she soon get her own bike so that I start sitting behind her & she can take me out for a ride :-)

(Post dedicated to Poo)


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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

LOVE

What is love? Is love eternal? If love is infinite, why there are so many married couples divorce? Why there are so many dating couples break up? If love does not last long, then what is the meaning of confessing “I Love You”?

What is the priority for dating partner? One of my friends told me that she will give priority to her family first, her friends second and her boyfriend third. I agree with her but how many boyfriends/girlfriends in this world are willing to be put third, especially after friends. Isn’t boyfriend/girlfriend should understand us more? Putting them in third place doesn’t mean that they are less important. Just that the importance should be placed in heart, and not is words.

What if you had been rejected after you confess yourself? Should you still wait for the person to change his/her mind and accept you or you should find other targets? If you were to wait for him/her, don’t you think that you are wasting your time? Rejection means rejection. Can time change rejection to acceptance? But if you were to find another target, don’t you think that you are not confessing to your true love.

How many true loves can a person have? If a person can have more than one true loves, don’t you think that the “true loves” might not be the “real true love”. But if a person can only has one true love, does it mean that the person has to live with artificial loves for the rest of his/her life if his/her true love rejects him/her?

Love can never be expressed in words neither it can be understood by anyone. Love is said to be blind. Love is ???? (still a mystery). Couple in love or had an experience can simply go on & on & on.

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Luv u all,
sHeHzU

To London or Not to London ???

London

 London - First thing which comes to my mind when I think about this place is my MBA studies. I always had a dream for heading to London to pursue my Post-graduate studies. I started thinking about it since I completed my HSC (12th standard) studies. After my HSC, I completed my 3 years of Bachelors in Management Studies. Those days are still fresh in my mind...had an awesome time & had made wonderful friends during the course who are still very well in touch with me.

After my BMS completion, I started working for a company. I would rather call it my second home. Work less enjoy more that is the atmosphere at my workplace. Still working at the same place for the last 3 years, made very good friends with whom I again had wonderful time of my life.

Back to topic...back to present day scenario. London was planned since 2 years back, last to last year it got canceled cause I didn't took it seriously. But this year everything is done & just need to be executed properly. Just waiting for few remaining things to happen at the right time & at the right place.

10th January'11 will be the deciding day of my trip to London. If everything goes as per plan, I will be making my way to London in the 1st week of February.

People please pray for me, I have tried my best to get everything work out, hope it does work out & I make my move from India to London.

Fingers crossed...thinking positive...waiting for the green signal.

Keep praying, reading, enjoying & cheering your Life.

Luv u all,
sHeHzU

Depressed???

Earphones in....Volume up....Ignore the world.

After a long long time this feeling grabbed me and pushed me into darkness...
Even though I do not like to be alone, sometimes I wish to be lost in crowd so that no one can find me...
but since there is no crowd over here I prefer I be lost in my music...

I have been reading books, watching movies, playing games and listening to music still I feel as if I am all Lost.

Reading books made me realize that fiction is better than the real life, most of the books do have a happy ending but we cannot say this about our real life.

Hmmm okay back to the topic, sorry for being so emotional about Depression...but sometimes been lonely gets on my nerves.

I am tried of reading & keeping faith again and again. I need something new. I read many stories all of them fiction...some good & some of them just okay....I am bored once again, so to kill this boredom I started writing blog so that I can get rid of this depression of been all alone.

I have been listening to music so much that I am tired of it. There is nothing good on tv, No money to go shopping or traveling...but will be enjoying this Sunday @ my sister's place celebrating her Birthday :-)

I am still depressed. I don't know why. I am irritated as well. Nothing new happening these days except writing for my blog & Facebooking. I haven't talked on texts to anyone. I am waiting for my friends to text me, all of them are busy these days, I am annoyed.

I think I will listen to some songs again...and again.

Earphones in........volume up......ignoring the world.


Sometimes writing in my journal is the only way I can tell someone how I am feeling without being judged.

Trying to scribble sumthing

Happy New Year 2011

Today is 5th Jan 2011...My first post on my freshly made blog.
Blog name credit goes to my Dear Friends Regan, Nisha & Dimple. (Thnx Everyone)

BLOGGING....I never thought of writing sumthing as I always thought writing is not my thing, but here I am. My resolution for this year was - To do something new everyday...well I thought writing about sumthing everyday will completes my 1st resolution.

To start of with my first post

Let's see what I did last year at the start of 2010 when I was a year younger.

I was with my school friends at my place on the 31st of December'09 for celebrating the New Year & saying Good Bye to d previous year 2009. It's always good to have friends on the New Year Eve to enjoy the ending moments of the year. We all were talking about the year 2009 ups & downs dat happen in each of our life....some good days some bad days...overall a wonderful year for everyone.

I texted Happy New Year to everyone and got many wishes from everyone. Dats how the year 2010 began. The year 2010 was special for me for many reasons...But one which was very special was My Elder Brother "Shadab" got married to my Lovely Bhabhi. That was the day I would never forget in my life.

The year 2010 left many memories, but most of them are very fresh in my mind. It too had many Bad memories but I just wanna leave them over & move on in this year by not thinking over it.

An official goodbye to the year called "2010"... Let's hope for a better year. -__-

Year 2011

The reason why now new years do not amuse me is that they are all the same. Everyone goes super crazy on the new year's eve, think how bitchy the last year was and how much they were immature. Then everyone makes these new year resolution which they forget after a day and after a month everything goes back how it was before. Poverty still exist. Crimes takes place. Some natural disaster occurs and after sometimes people forget even about that. Then comes the next new year's eve, and everything goes the same as usual. Wasting money on fire crackers, Awara gardi at seaview. Ending up in jail. The usual nobody bothers to changed all of this...so probably this year I wish a positive change in India, But I will definately bring a positive change in my life by doing something new everyday.

I made these new year's resolutions for the first time ever.

    * Try something new everyday.
    * Make newer friends.
    * Keep Traveling.
    * Gift a New Cell phone to myself (lol)
    * Drink lots of water (health issues)
    * Bring some positive change

I really hope I would keep my resolutions....Inshallah.




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