Some of you here may remember the blog I had written a year ago, my
father had passed away on 3rd Oct'11 exactly a year ago, I'm not really
sure what to say here, its so tough to write down my feelings in words, but I told myself when this
happened I will post a blog on this day every year. Today is the one
year anniversary of my father passing away. My dad was always one of
the most supportive parents you could ever ask for.
I am trying to write a post in his memories & make it seem beautiful
but death isn't beautiful, so I would just write about the after
affects when you loose your loved ones. It is a part of life to accept
we are all here temporarily. I thought I would share some happy moments
of our life before the Cancer came in and took away My Father. But I
would rather not do that cause I still believe he is with us every day
every moment.
Death of a loved one is the worst thing that can happen to anyone. It is
synonymous with devastation. No matter what the cause is you will never
be ready for it.
Nearly a year has passed since my Dad left us. As the anniversary
approaches, my family members & friends may be thinking over the
details of the weeks which lead up to that fateful day. At times it
cripples me inside and make me feel as if part of me has died inside
too. Trying to survive my day to day life but when the night breaks
& when I reach home, I find myself all alone, Dad not there to ask
how was your day or why are you late today???
Mom has been real stressed out because she doesn't have you around to
discuss things. It upsets me sometimes to see her in the state she's in.
You know how much Mom misses you. It's been a year and Mom still thinks
of you every single day. Not just Mom but all your children misses you
alot.
It's the first year death anniversary of my Dad and yet everything seems
unreal. I can't totally digest the fact that he is gone for a year now.
The first anniversary can be relieving but at the same time very
painful because it reminded the day that I will never forget for the
rest of my life. I have lost my Dad a year ago on the same day.
Memories....there are uncountable memories which can fill up a scrapbook
& I would still need extra papers to write them down. It's been a
year since you're gone. Dad, you used to always call me whenever I was
late or away from home, asking my whereabouts. I miss you now dad, why
don't you call me? I want to tell you that I miss you a lot, I am on my
way back home wait for me at the dinner and that you're the best father a
boy could ever dream of.
When you lose your loved one specially a parent, it's never easy. It
doesn't matter if that parent was sick or died out of the blue. It
doesn't matter if you were close or if you hadn't spoken in years. You
still lost the person that brought you into this world. They will never
be in this life again.
Anyway, I better stop here now else I might go on forever. I miss you
DAD, and I love you to the farthest galaxy and back. I have fate in you
and I'm so happy that at one point in our lives, our paths met as father
and son.
Until we meet again, Dad (Abba). :) Take care. Luv U, Miss U :(
PS. - I have a small request to all my readers to please remember my Dad & my Family members in your prayers. Thnx for your support.
Keep reading, commenting, enjoying & cheering your Life.
Luv u all,
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