Something has been tugging my heart for a long time now. A maelstrom of emotions and remembrances engulf me, and I keep tossing and turning in bed. Vague feelings, fears and uncertainties, keep encircling me the whole time. I wonder if its just the play of my Aries mind, or is more than that.
Someone at work noticed I am quieter than usual. At Home, I am irritated than usual (Feel awfully guilty about my behavior), I can hardly connect to anybody these days too. I am so caught up in the crossfires between my thoughts, that making sense of things around, seems hard. Well..nothing is exactly out-of-place, yet something is consuming me.
Maybe I am bored, Maybe I need a Vacation, Maybe.... Considering my fleeting nature, I guess its time to change my path and move to a different road. I usually like roads that emerge out of nowhere. I like it when it bends, and I cannot see what lies ahead. That's me!
At times, I feel there are many 'ME' inside this 'I' that I am. And they all reside in small little compartments, waiting for their turn. When I please one ME, another throws tantrums. Its hard for me to feel completely fulfilled, because some part of ME, is always left yearning for attention.
The cacophony of everyday life, the confinements of society, the choking practicalities, its getting too much. Aargh growing up sucks at times :-|
PS- I am too muddled to structure everything around too. Eh! Loose ends...everywhere :P
Someone at work noticed I am quieter than usual. At Home, I am irritated than usual (Feel awfully guilty about my behavior), I can hardly connect to anybody these days too. I am so caught up in the crossfires between my thoughts, that making sense of things around, seems hard. Well..nothing is exactly out-of-place, yet something is consuming me.
Maybe I am bored, Maybe I need a Vacation, Maybe.... Considering my fleeting nature, I guess its time to change my path and move to a different road. I usually like roads that emerge out of nowhere. I like it when it bends, and I cannot see what lies ahead. That's me!
At times, I feel there are many 'ME' inside this 'I' that I am. And they all reside in small little compartments, waiting for their turn. When I please one ME, another throws tantrums. Its hard for me to feel completely fulfilled, because some part of ME, is always left yearning for attention.
The cacophony of everyday life, the confinements of society, the choking practicalities, its getting too much. Aargh growing up sucks at times :-|
PS- I am too muddled to structure everything around too. Eh! Loose ends...everywhere :P
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finally after a very long time!!!
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